Kurambana Kwakachinja Hupenyu Hwangu

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Munzira dzakawanda, kupera kwa2006 yaive imwe yenguva dzakaomesesa dzehupenyu hwangu. Ini ndaigara nevepedyo-vatorwa muNew York City, kure nekoreji yekudzidzira kwangu kukuru kwekutanga, apo mukomana wangu wemakore mana - wandakanga ndasangana neboka rechechi, uya wandanga ndichidanana naye kubvira ndaive nemakore gumi nematanhatu. - akadana kuzondiudza, nekuchimbidza uye nenyaya-ye-chokwadi, kuti iye nemusikana waakange asangana naye pakudzokera kweKaturike "vakapedzisira vaita" uye kuti akafunga kuti tinofanira "kuona vamwe vanhu. " Ndichiri kuyeuka maitiro angu ekuona kumazwi aya, pandakanga ndakagara-ndakagara muimba yangu yekurara yeUpper East Side: kusvotwa kunozadza torso yangu kubva pasi kusvika kumusoro. Icy bhurasho pamhino dzangu, matama, chin. Iko kushamisika kwechokwadi kuti zvinhu zvanga zvakasiyana, uye zvakanyanya, nekusingaperi.

Uye kurwadziwa kwakaramba kuchingouya, kwemwedzi yakati wandei shure: ndinenge ndagwinya, ndichigunun'una kuburikidza nemagazini yangu yekudzidzira, uye ndobva ndafunga nezvake - kwete, nezvazvo: kutengeswa, chibhakera chakaoma kusvika kuura. Ini ndaisatenda kuti mumwe munhu wandaivimba naye zvakazara anogona kundikuvadza zvakanyanya. Zvinonzwika senhoroondo zvino, asi ndainzwa kusurukirwa, kure neshamwari dzangu dzepedyo, ndaneta nekuita zvakajairwa, uye, seane rombo rakanaka, akadzivirirwa ane makore makumi maviri, asina kugadzirira kugumbuka kukuru muhurongwa hwehupenyu hwangu.

Nekuti taizoroora. Isu takanga tazvifunga zvese: Aizoenda kuchikoro chemed, mushure mekuita MCAT yandakanga ndapedza maawa ndichimubatsira kudzidza. Aipinda muzvirongwa zvake zvekurota, nekuda kwerubatsiro rwangu rwese kugadzirisa zvinyorwa zvekushandisa. Taizoenda kuChicago, guta hombe maminetsi makumi mapfumbamwe kubva pavabereki vedu - mushure memaawa asingaverengeke nemanheru uye nzendo dzatakapedza tese, mhuri yake, shure kwezvose, ainzwa kunge mhuri yangu, futi. Ini ndaizowana basa kubhuku remunharaunda. Tichava nemuchato mukuru weKaturike (ini ndaive wechiLutheran, asi ndakagadzirira zvizere kutendeuka) uye diki, inokwanisika nhamba yevana. Takanga tichitaura nezvazvo kubva patakatanga kudanana tiri kusekondari. Isu takagadzwa.

Uye iro ramangwana rese rakatsemuka ndokudonha. Akawana izvo zvaaida, sekuziva kwangu: Dzimwe nguva Google -kuteedzera kunoratidza kuti ndiye chiremba muMidwest, akaroora musikana mumwechete akanaka wechiKaturike waakange andiudza nezve husiku ihwohwo, vangangoita vachikwenya-tsika netsoka dzake. Ini handizvizivi ini, nekuti tave nemakore gumi tisina kutaura. Asi ini ndinofunga ndinofara ramangwana rake rakabvaruka, risingazungunuke.

Ndinoyeuka humwe husiku mukupera kwa2006, ndisinganyatsooneka kumira asi zvese zvishoma sezvakakosha kwandiri. Yakanga iri husiku husina kujairika hwaNovember, uye mushure mekupedza zuva rekupindira muTimes Square, ndakafamba ndichienda kuBryant Park. Ndakagara patafura diki yegirinhi uye ndakatarisa pasi richinyura nemumitswe yemiti yakasvibira, sezvo zvivakwa zvakachinja goridhe muchiedza cherima uye New Yorkers ichiyerera, izere nekugona uye chinangwa. Uye zvino ndakazvinzwa, zvakajeka sekunge mumwe munhu akazevezera munzeve dzangu: "Zvino unogona kuita chero chaunoda."

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