Maitiro Andakaita Hutano Hwangu Kudzoka

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Apo amai vangu vakafona, handina kukwanisa kusvika kumba nokukurumidza zvakakwana: Baba vangu vaiva nekenza yechiropa, uye vanachiremba vaidavira kuti vakanga vava kufa. Manheru ini ndakapomba mune mumwe munhu. Kazhinji nesimba uye tariro, ndakazviwana ndavharirwa muimba yangu yekurara ndega, ndakapererwa nepfungwa yekumurasa. Kunyange paakatanga kurapa chemotherapy uye zvaiita seaizopora, ndakanga ndisingakwanisi kuzungunusa kusuwa kwangu. Ndakatanga kuona murapi, asi kuchema kwaari kwaiona sekusina basa, uye ndakanga ndisina kugadzirira kuyedza mishonga.

Apo mumwe mushandi pamwe neni uyo aifarira yoga fan akataura kuti kutora kirasi kunosimudzira mweya wangu, ndaive ndisina chokwadi. Ini handina kuona kuti awa rekutambanudza nekufema raigona sei kundiita kuti ndinzwe kusanyanya kushushikana, asi akandivimbisa kuti iyo yoga yakanga yamubatsira munguva yakaoma uye akandinyengetedza kuti ndiyedze. Asi pandakapinda mumuitiro wacho, ndakaororwa nokubvisa kwandakaita musoro wangu ndokuderedza funganyo yangu. Mushure mekukwaziswa kwegumi kwezuva nekwaziso nezvimwe zvisingaverengeke zvimiro, ndakanzwa simba uye kugona. Ndakatanga kuenda kumakirasi kaviri pavhiki.

Yoga yakandipa chimwe chinhu chekutarisira kwazviri kana pasina chimwe chingandidhonza kubva mumba mangu. Pasina nguva ndakatanga kumuka ndichifara nekutenda, zvandaimboita. (Hutano hwababa vangu hwaive hwave nani zvakare. Mushure mekurapwa nemakemikari uye nekuisirwa chiropa, vakapora zvachose.) Uye nekufamba kwenguva ndakave nesimba mumuviri nepfungwa, izvo zvakandibatsira kunzwa kuti kunyangwe zvikaitika handingazodonha zvakare.

Pakupedzisira iyoga yakanditungamira kuti ndiite shanduko huru yebasa: Ndakafemerwa nekubatsirwa kwaiitwa kurapa nababa vangu, ndakasiya basa rangu rekushambadzira kuti nditange kudzidza kurapa. Uye ndakave muridzi weiyoga mudzidzisi kuitira kuti ndikwanise kuisa dzidziso dzayo muzvikamu zvevatengi vangu. Sechikamu chinodiwa chechitupa, ini ndakadzidzisa makirasi pane nzvimbo yekusununguka yevarwere vegomarara nemhuri dzavo. Mumwe mukadzi akandiudza kuti mumwe wevarwi anoisa akaita kuti anyatsonzwa semupukunyuki. Ndingadai ndisina kubvumirana naye zvimwe.

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