Kubatsirwa Kwakaitwa Imwe Tattoo Ini Kukunda Hupenyu Hwekusagadzikana Nezve Hupombwe Hwangu

Zvemukati

• Uye ichi chaisave chero chekare tattoo - yaive yakanaka, senge nyeredzi dhizaini kuruboshwe rwangu
• Ipapo ndakazoona nyika yekutema nyora semunhu achangotanga kukoreji

Hutano uye hutano zvinobata mumwe nemumwe wedu zvakasiyana. Iyi inyaya yemunhu mumwe.

Pandakagara pasi kuti ndinyorwe ruoko rwangu rweruboshwe muna2016, ndakazvitora sechimwe chinhu chemuviri we tattoo. Kunyangwe ndaingove munhu anonyara wemakore makumi maviri, ndanga ndadurura yega yega nguva, simba, uye mari yandaigona kuwana mukukura kwangu tattoo muunganidzwa. Ini ndaida chega chega chega chega chekutema nyora, zvekuti pamakore gumi nemapfumbamwe, semudzidzi wepakoreji ndichigara kumaruwa eNew York, ndakafunga kutora tattoo yeruoko rwangu.

Kunyangwe izvozvi, munguva iyo vanhu vane mukurumbira vanopfeka maTattoo avo anoonekwa nekudada, vazhinji veateki maartist vachiri kutaura nezve ichi kuiswa se "basa rekumisa" nekuti zvakaoma kuvanza. Ini ndaizviziva izvi kubva panguva yandakaenda kuna muimbi, Zach, kunyorera kusarudzwa kwangu.

Uye nepo Zach pachake achiratidza kusada kutora nyora ruoko rwemukadzi mudiki, ndakamira ndakatsiga: Mamiriro angu aive akasiyana, ndakasimbirira. Ndaiita research yangu. Ndakaziva kuti ndaizokwanisa kuwana rimwe basa rebasa munhau. Kunze kwezvo, ini ndanga ndatova nemavambo emaoko maviri akazara.

Uye ichi chaisave chero chekare tattoo - yaive yakanaka, senge nyeredzi dhizaini kuruboshwe rwangu

Ruoko rwangu "rudiki".

Ini ndakazvarwa ndine ectrodactyly, chirema chekuberekwa chakaremara chinobata ruoko rwangu rweruboshwe. Izvi zvinoreva kuti ndakazvarwa ndisina zvishoma pane gumi zvigunwe kuruoko rumwe. Mamiriro acho ari mashoma uye anofungidzirwa kukanganisa vacheche vanozvarwa.

Mharidzo yacho inosiyana kubva pane imwe nyaya kuenda kune imwe. Dzimwe nguva zvinowirirana, zvichireva kuti zvinokanganisa mativi ese emuviri, kana chikamu chechirwere chakakomba uye chinogona kutyisidzira hupenyu. Mune yangu nyaya, ndine manhamba maviri kuruoko rwangu rweruboshwe, ayo akaumbwa kunge nzwara yehukura. (Danidzira kuna Evan Peters '"Lobster Boy" mutambi mu "American Horror Story: Freak Show" kekutanga uye chete nguva yandakaona mamiriro angu achimiririrwa mune dzakakurumbira midhiya.)

Kusiyana neLobster Boy, ini ndakave neumbozha hwekugara hupenyu hwakareruka, hwakagadzikana. Vabereki vangu vakaisa chivimbo mandiri kubva ndichiri mudiki, uye pazvakangoita mabasa akareruka - kutamba pamabhawa embare muchikoro chepuraimari, kudzidza kutaipa mukirasi yemakomputa, kushandira bhora panguva yezvidzidzo zvetenisi - zvainetsekana nehurema hwangu, ini ndaisawanzo kurega kushushikana kwangu ndibate.

Vandaidzidza navo uye vadzidzisi vakandiudza kuti "ndakashinga," "ndinokurudzira." Muzvokwadi, ini ndaingove ndichirarama, ndichidzidzira kujaira kune nyika uko kuremara uye kugona kuwanikwa zvinowanzoitika mushure. Handina kumbova nesarudzo.

Zvinosuruvarisa kwandiri, kwete dambudziko roga roga rakajairika kana nyore kugadziriswa senguva yekutamba kana hunyanzvi hwemakomputa.

Panguva yandakapinda chikoro chesekondari, "ruoko rwangu ruduku," semhuri yangu uye ini rwandakange ndaridaidza, rwakava chinhu chakakomba chekunyadzisa. Ini ndaive musikana wechidiki ndichikura muchitarisiko-chakazara suburbia, uye ruoko rwangu rudiki rwaingovawo chimwe "chinoshamisa" chinhu pamusoro pangu chandisingakwanise kuchinja.

Nyadzi dzakakura pandakawedzera uremu uyezve pandakaona kuti ndakanga ndisina kutwasuka. Ndainzwa sekunge muviri wangu wainge wanditengesa kasingaperi. Sokunge kuve kuoneka ndakaremara kwanga kusingakwani, ini ndaive manje mafuta dyke hapana aida kuita hushamwari. Nekudaro, ndakarega basa kune rangu ramangwana rekuve asingadiwe.

Pese pandaisangana nemumwe munhu mutsva, ndaiviga ruoko rwangu rudiki muhomwe yemabhurugwa angu kana bhachi rangu mukuedza kuchengetedza "kusanzwisisika" kuti kusaonekwe. Izvi zvakaitika kakawanda zvekuti kuzviviga kwakava kusanzwisisika kwekufungidzira, imwe yandakanga ndisingazive nezvayo apo shamwari payakanongedzera zvinyoro nyoro, ndakapotsa ndashamisika.

Ipapo ndakazoona nyika yekutema nyora semunhu achangotanga kukoreji

Ndakatanga zvidiki - zvimiti zvetsvimbo kubva kune waimbova musikana, nyora nyowani paruoko rwangu - uye nenguva isipi ndakazviwana ndichishushikana neunyanzvi fomu.

Panguva iyoyo, ndakanga ndisingakwanise kutsanangura kudhonza kwandainzwa, nzira iyo tatoo studio mutaundi rekoreji yangu yakandikwevera mukati sezvipfukuto kumoto. Ikozvino, ndinoziva kuti ndainzwa kumiririra pamusoro pechitarisiko changu kekutanga muhupenyu hwangu hudiki.

Pandakagara kumashure pachigaro cheganda muZach's private tattoo studio, mupfungwa nemumuviri ndichizvishingisa nekuda kwekurwadziwa kwandainge ndoda kutsungirira, maoko angu akatanga kuzunza zvisingaite. Ichi chaive chisiri changu chekutanga nyora, asi hukomba hweichi chidimbu, uye zvinorehwa nekuiswa kwakashata uye kunoonekwa zvakanyanya, zvakandirova zvese kamwechete.

Neraki, handina kuzununguka kwenguva refu. Zach akaridza mimhanzi yekufungisisa inodzikamisa mu studio yake, uye pakati pekukamurana nekutaura naye, kutya kwangu kwakakurumidza kudzikira. Ini ndakaruma pasi pamuromo wangu panguva dzeakakomba zvikamu uye ndokufema chinyararire kugomera kwekuzorora panguva dziri nyore nguva.

Chikamu chese chakatora maawa maviri kana matatu. Patakapedza, akamonera ruoko rwangu rwese muSaran Kuputira, uye ini ndakaizungunusa semubairo, ndichigunzvirira kubva panzeve kusvika panzeve.

Izvi zvinouya kubva kumusikana akapedza makore achivanza ruoko rwake kuti asatariswe.

Ruoko rwangu rwese rwanga rwuri rutsvuku uye rwakapfava, asi ini ndakabuda kubva mukugadzwa uku ndichinzwa kurerukirwa, kusununguka, uye kudzora zvakanyanya kupfuura nakare kose.

Ndakange ndakashongedza ruoko rwangu rweruboshwe - the bane yekuvapo kwangu kwenguva yakareba sendinogona kurangarira - nechinhu chakanaka, chimwe chinhu chandakasarudza. Ini ndaishandura chimwe chinhu chandaida kuviga muchikamu chemuviri wangu chandinoda kugovana.

Kusvikira nhasi, ini ndinopfeka hunyanzvi uhu nekudada. Ndinozviwana ndave kuziva ndichitora ruoko rwangu rudiki muhomwe yangu. Gehena, dzimwe nguva ini ndinotombozviratidza mumifananidzo pa Instagram. Uye kana izvo zvikasataura kune simba rematato ekushandura, saka handizive zvinoita.

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