Gore Rangu reChemo: Kubva pakurasikirwa neBvudzi Rangu Kusvika Kurova Kenza

Zvemukati

• Cheyann's chemo diary
• Nyamavhuvhu 3, 2016
• Nyamavhuvhu 23, 2016
• Nyamavhuvhu 22, 2016
• Mbudzi 5, 2016
• Ndira 12, 2017
• Kurume 22, 2017
• Mbudzi 3, 2017
• Kubvumbi 5, 2018

Ndiri kugovera yangu yega chemo diary kuitira kubatsira vanhu kuenda kuburikidza nemishonga. Ini ndinotaura nezve Doxil uye Avastin mhedzisiro, bhegi rangu reileostomy, kurasikirwa nevhudzi, uye kuneta.

Hutano uye hutano zvinobata mumwe nemumwe wedu zvakasiyana. Iyi inyaya yemunhu mumwe.

"Une kenza." Hapana kana munhu anomboda kunzwa mazwi iwayo. Kunyanya kana uine makore makumi maviri nematatu.

Asi ndizvo zvandakaudzwa nachiremba wangu pandakatambirwa chirwere chemberi checancer 3 ovarian cancer. Ini ndaifanira kutanga chemotherapy ipapo uye ndigashire kurapwa kamwe chete pasvondo, vhiki rega rega.

Ini ndaingoziva chero chinhu nezve chemo pandakawana kuongororwa kwangu.

Sezvo ini pandakasvika padhuze nekwangu kekutanga chemo - angangoita mavhiki maviri mushure mekuonekwa kwangu - ndakatanga kunzwa nyaya dzinotyisa nezvevanhu vachirwara zvakanyanya kubva pakurapwa kwavo. Inotanga kuseta mune iyo chemo inogona kunyatso kuomarara pamuviri wako.

Kuti nditi ndavhunduka chingave chinhu chisina musoro. Ini ndinofunga kungoita nezve ega ega manzwiro akandirova ini vhiki yekutanga kwangu kutenderera chemo.

Ndinoyeuka ndichifamba mukati mekumisikidzwa kwenzvimbo yekurapwa kwangu kwekutanga uye kunzwa kunetseka kwakanyanya kunotora. Ndakakatyamadzwa kuti ndakangoerekana ndonzwa kunetsekana, nekuti parwendo rwese rwemotokari kuenda ku chemo, ndainzwa kuvimba uye kusimba. Asi panguva iyo tsoka dzangu dzakarova nzira, iyo kutya uye kushushikana kwakashamba pamusoro pangu.

Munguva yekutenderera kwangu kwakawanda chemo, ndakachengeta bhuku kuti ndione maitiro andainzwa uye nemuviri wangu waibata zvese.

Kunyangwe hazvo munhu wese achiwana chemo zvakasiyana, ndinovimba izvi zvinyorwa zvinokubatsira kuti unzwe kutsigirwa paunenge uchirwisa gomarara.

Cheyann's chemo diary

Nyamavhuvhu 3, 2016

Ini ndakangoonekwa kuti ndine cancer yechitatu ovarian cancer. Handigoni kutenda izvi! Ndezvipi munyika ndine kenza? Ndine hutano uye 23 chete!

Ndiri kutya, asi ndinoziva kuti ndichave ndakanaka. Ndakanzwa rugare urwu ruchisuka pamusoro pangu apo OB-GYN wangu paakandiudza nhau. Ndichiri kutya, asi ndinoziva kuti ndichapfuura neizvi, nekuti ndiyo chete sarudzo yandinayo.

Nyamavhuvhu 23, 2016

Nhasi raive danga rangu rekutanga chemo. Raive zuva rakareba kwazvo, saka ndaneta. Muviri wangu wakaneta, asi pfungwa dzangu dzakasvinura. Mukoti akati imhaka yesteroid yavanondipa pamberi pechemo… ndinofungidzira kuti ndinogona kunge ndakasimuka kwemaawa makumi manomwe nemaviri. Izvi zvinofanirwa kuve zvinonakidza.

Ini ndichabvuma kuti ndaive ndakaparara pamberi pechemo. Ndakanga ndisingazive zvandaitarisira. Kune zvese zvandaiziva, ndinenge ndakagara muchinhu chinotarisa muchadenga uye ndaizoburitswa kunze ndichiwana chemo. Ndakafunga kuti zvaizokuvadza kana kupisa.

Pandakagara pasi pachigaro chemo (iyo yakanga isiri spacehip), ini pakarepo ndakatanga kuchema. Ndakanga ndichitya kwazvo, ndikatya, uye ndakatsamwa, uye handina kukwanisa kumira ndichidedera.

Mukoti wangu akave nechokwadi chekuti ndanga ndakanaka uye akabva abuda ndokutorera Kaleb, murume wangu, ini. Isu takanga tisingazive kuti anogona kuve neni panguva yekumukirwa. Paakangodzokera ikoko neni, ndanga ndanaka.

Ini ndinotenda kurapwa kwakatora kwemaawa manomwe. Ivo vakati ichave yakareba zvakadaro kamwe chete pamwedzi, pandinowana mairi chemo doses.

Pakazara, zuva rangu rekutanga re chemo raive risinganyanyo kutya kupfuura zvandaifunga. Ini handina kumbove nemimwe mhedzisiro kunze kwekuneta, asi sezviri pachena ndichatanga kuona chaiyo mhedzisiro kubva kumishonga mune angangoita mamwe mavhiki maviri.

Nyamavhuvhu 22, 2016

Ndiri muSeattle izvozvi uye ndichagara pano ’kusvikira gomarara iri raenda. Mhuri yangu yaifunga kuti zvingave zvakanaka kana ndikauya pano kuti ndiwane pfungwa yechipiri uye kuti ndibatsirewo ini naKaleb apo tichipfuura neizvi.

Ndakasangana nachiremba wangu mutsva nhasi, uye ndinongomuda zvakanyanya! Haandiite kuti ndinzwe semumwe murwere, asi senhengo yemhuri. Ndiri kutanga chemo kumusoro kuno, asi isu takaziviswa kuti mhando yegomarara yandinorwa nayo yakaderera-giredhi serous ovarian, zvinova zvisingawanzo zera rangu. Nehurombo, zvakare inopokana chemo.

Haana kumboti hazvirapike, asi zvinogona kunge zvakaoma.

Ndatove ndakarasa kuverenga kwehuwandu hwechemo mishonga yandakatambira, asi nerombo rakanaka chete mhedzisiro yandave nayo kurasikirwa nevhudzi.

Ndakagera musoro wangu masvondo mashoma apfuura, uye zvinyowani zvemhando yakanaka kuve nemhanza. Iye zvino handifanire kuita bvudzi rangu nguva dzose!

Ini ndichiri kunzwa seni, kunyangwe ndiri kurasikirwa uremu kubva chemo, iyo inoyamwa. Asi zvinogona kuve zvakanyanya, uye ndinotenda kuti vhudzi uye kuonda ndiko chete mhedzisiro yandiri kusangana nayo kusvika zvino.

Mbudzi 5, 2016

Anenge mazuva mashanu mushure mekuvhiyiwa kwangu kukuru kwegomarara kwandakanga ndaita paHalloween. Ndine shungu kwazvo.

Zvinorwadza kukosora, zvinorwadza kufamba, zvinotorwadza kufema dzimwe nguva.

Kuvhiya kwaingofanirwa kutora maawa mashanu, asi ndinotenda zvakapedzisira zvareba maawa matanhatu nehafu. Ndakavhiyiwa chirwere chega chega chekuvhiya uye dumbu rangu, apendikisi, nduru, chikamu chedundira rangu, uye mamota mashanu akabviswa. Rimwe bundu raive rakaenzana nebhora regungwa uye rairema mapaundi mashanu.

Ini zvakare ndaive nechikamu chekoloni yangu chakabviswa, izvo zvakakonzera kuti kwenguva pfupi ileostomy bhegi iiswe munzvimbo.

Ndichiri nenguva yakaoma kutarisa chinhu ichi. Bhegi rinokochekera kusvika pakuvhura mudumbu mangu, inonzi stoma, inova nzira yandinozopwanya kwenguva. Izvi zvakapenga uye zvinotonhorera panguva imwe chete. Muviri wemunhu chinhu chemusango!

Ndichange ndiri kure chemo kweinenge mwedzi miviri kuti muviri wangu upore uye kupora kubva pakuvhiyiwa.

Chiremba wangu akadonhedza nhau dzinotyisa. Akakwanisa kuburitsa gomarara rese raaiona panguva yekuvhiyiwa, asi ma "lymph node" uye "spleen" yangu aive nekenza mavari, uye haana chokwadi kana zvichizorapika.

Ndiri kunzi stage 4 manje. Izvo zvainetsa kunzwa.

Asi iko kudziya kunzwa kwakashambidzwa pamusoro pangu zvakare, uye chinotevera chinhu chandakaziva, ndiri kunyemwerera kuna chiremba wangu ndokumuudza "ndichaita zvakanaka, chingotarisa."

Ehezve ndinotya, asi handingaregi izvo zvisina basa kuzadza pfungwa dzangu. Gomarara iri rinogona kurohwa uye RINOGONESWA!

Ndira 12, 2017

Handikwanise kutenda kuti yatove 2017! Ini ndatanga mutsva mutsva we chemo nhasi, unova Doxil-Avastin. Doxil zvinoita kunge inozivikanwa se "red redhiyabhorosi" uye ine hukasha hwakanyanya.

Iyi Doxil haisi jee! Ini handikwanise kushandira kunze kwemazuva mashanu, ndinofanira kutora mashawa anodziya, kushandisa mvura inodziya pazvinhu zvese, kupfeka mbatya dzakasununguka, uye handigone kupisa zvakanyanya, zvikasadaro ndinogona kuwana chirwere chemaoko nemaoko, uko maoko ako uye tsoka dzinotanga kubuda uye kubvarura. Ndicho chokwadi chimwe chinhu chandichave ndichiedza kudzivirira!

Kwidziridzo: Inguva dza1 mangwanani mangwanani anotevera. Ini ndakasvinura zvakanyanya nekuda kwesteroid, asi kusvika parizvino hapana chinonzwa chakasiyana kubva kumatondo ekupedzisira echemo.

Ndakaona kuti kunwa tii inopisa inopisa usati warara kunondibatsira kuti ndivete… kwemaawa mashoma. Ini ndinogona kuwana pamwe maawa mana ekurara ndisati ndakasvinura zvakare, izvo zviri nani pane kusarara, sepakutanga. Hot girini tii yekuhwina!

Kurume 22, 2017

Ini ndangobvisirwa bhegi rangu reileostomy! Handigoni kutenda kuti pakupedzisira yaenda. Zvave zvakanaka kuva kure chemo zvakare.

Pamberi pekuvhiyiwa kwese, chiremba wangu anondibvisa chemo ingangoita mwedzi zvisati zvaitika obva andichengeta ndichibva chemo kwemwedzi miviri mushure.

Doxil ndiyo yega fomu chemo yandaive nayo mhedzisiro kubva kunze kwekungogara kurasika kwebvudzi, kuonda uye kuneta. Ini handaizowana mablisters pamaoko angu kana tsoka, asi ndaizowana mablisters parurimi rwangu! Kunyanya kana ndikadya chikafu chine yakawanda acidity kwavari, semichero. Mablisters aive akaipa kwazvo kekutanga zvekuti ndakatadza kudya kana kutaura kwemazuva mashanu.

Mazino angu aigona kupisa maronda kana akaabata. Zvaityisa. Chiremba wangu akandipa mashiripiti ekushambidza mukanwa ayo akavhara muromo wangu wese uye akabatsira zvakawanda.

Chiremba wangu neni takawana chirongwa chitsva chemutambo pamwe chete. Ndiri kuzotora scan mumwedzi yakati wandei kuti ndione kana mishonga yeDoxil-Avastin iri kushanda.

Mbudzi 3, 2017

Ndichangobva kufonerwa. Ini ndaive nePET scan rimwe zuva, uye chiremba wangu akangondisheedza nemhedzisiro. Iko hakuna humbowo hwehosha!

Hapana chakavhenekera pane iyo scan, kunyangwe iwo ma lymph node! Ndanga ndichitya mazuva mashoma apfuura ndakamirira kufona uku, uye nemazuva anotungamira scan yangu, ndaingova kuparara kwekutya!

Chiremba wangu anoda kundichengeta paAvastin, inova nzira yekuchengetedza chemo, uye kundibvisa paDoxil, nekuti haafunge kuti Doxil iri kundiitira chero chinhu. Chikamu chakanakisa ndechekuti kurapwa kweAvastin kunongogumira maminetsi makumi matatu pasvondo nhatu.

Ndiri kutorawo letrozole, inova yemuromo fomu ye chemo, uye chiremba wangu anoda ini pane izvo kwehupenyu hwangu hwese.

Kubvumbi 5, 2018

Ndatadza kuverenga kuti mangani maround chemo andatambira. Zvinonzwa kunge kutenderera mazana mashanu, asi izvo zvinogona kuve kuwedzeredza.

Ndine dzimwe nhau dzinonakidza nhasi. Ndakafunga kuti ndichave ndiri paAvastin kwehupenyu hwangu hwese, asi zvinoita sekunge 27 Kubvumbi 2018 ichave yangu yekupedzisira denderedzwa rechemo !! Handina kumbofunga kuti zuva iri raizouya!

Ndiri kukurirwa nemanzwiro akawanda anoshamisa. Handikwanise kumira kuchema - misodzi yekufara, hongu. Ndinonzwa kunge kurema kukuru kwabviswa pamafudzi angu. Kubvumbi 27 haigone kuuya nekukasira zvakakwana!

Kutarisa kumashure ndigozviona ndakagara mune iyo chemo cheya kekutanga mu2016 uye kufunga nezvekugara mune iyo chemo cheya kekupedzisira musi wa27 kunodzosa manzwiro mazhinji uye misodzi yakawanda.

Handina kumboziva kusimba kwandakaita kusvikira muviri wangu wasundidzirwa kumiganhu yayo. Handina kumbobvira ndaziva kusimba kwandaive nepfungwa, kudzamara pfungwa dzangu dzasundidzirwa mberi kupfuura zvandaifunga kuti dzaigona kusundidzirwa.

Ini ndakadzidza kuti zuva rega rega harisi kugara richava zuva rako rakanakisa, asi iwe unogona kugara uchishandura zuva rako rakaipisisa kuita zuva rakanaka nekungochinjisa maitiro ako.

Ndinotenda kuti maonero angu akanaka, kwete panguva yekenza chete, asi panguva yekurapwa kwangu chemo, yakandibatsira kubata hupenyu hwezuva nezuva, kunyangwe zvinhu zvaive zvakaoma sei.

Yakavakirwa muSeattle, Washington, Cheyann isocial media influencer uye musiki kumashure kweakakurumbira Instagram account @cheymarie_fit uye YouTube chiteshi Cheyann Shaw. Pazera ramakore makumi maviri nematatu, akaonekwa aine nhanho yechina yegiredhi repasi serous ovarian kenza, uye akashandura ake enhau enhau kuita chiteshi chesimba, kugonesa, uye kuzvida. Cheyann ava nemakore makumi maviri nemashanu, uye hapana humbowo hwechirwere. Cheyann akaratidzira pasi rose kuti zvisinei nedutu rauri kutarisana naro, unogona uye uchapfuura napo.