Flying Solo: Zuva regumi, Kuyambuka Kupedzisa Mutsetse

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Muvhiki rese rino ndakagamuchira mamwe maemail anoshamisa kubva kushamwari nemhuri nemhuri mazwi ekurudziro, sezvo ivo vaiziva kuti ndainetseka zvakadii nezororo rekutasva iri. E-mail kubva kushamwari yangu Jimmy yakaramba iri neni nekuti zvisingaite, kunyangwe hazvo ruzivo rwake rwairwadza zvinotyisa kuverenga, chimwe chinhu chakanangana chaakagovana neni.

Nyaya yaJimmy yaive yezvaakaona kuUS Air Force Academy panguva yavakatumidza kuti "Hell Svondo", chiitiko chakatora mazuva akati wandei chinoratidza kupera kwegore rekutanga redzidzo. Kupedzisa kana zvirinani asi, kupona, chiitiko ichi chinoreva kugamuchirwa muzvikamu zvepamusoro uye, pakupedzisira, imwe nguva yekuzorora.

Nyaya yaJimmy seizvi:

"Ndinoyeuka ndichimuka pazuva rechipiri reVhiki yeGehena. Kwakanga kuri mangwanani-ngwanani. Zvichida 6 mangwanani ndakanga ndichiri kuneta mupfungwa uye mumuviri kubva nezuro wacho pandakanzwa bhutsu yemumwe munhu ichirira mahinji egonhi rangu. Ndakafunga kuti boka reSWAT rakanga richipinda. "Bhurugwa!" Mikova yakavhurika!" Ndakakurumidza, asi nekukasira, kubuda panze. Ini nemumwe wandaigara naye taiva vaviri vokutanga muhoro. Paiva nevarume vekirasi makumi mana vakatimirira, uye takagamuchira ngwariro yomunhu wose kusvikira vandaidzidza navo vapinda. Ndinoyeuka ndichidonha. pasi kuita pushups. Muviri wangu wainge warwadza zvisingaite. Ndainzwa kutyoka. Ndainzwa kunge ndaifanira kurara pamubhedha kwemazuva mazhinji marwadzo aya asati apera. Kufamba kwese kwaive nyoro, asi pakanga pasina nguva yehunyoro. " PASI! UP! PASI! UP! "Havana kutiudza kuti taizoita mangani. Zvaingofungidzirwa kuti isu tichaenderera mberi kusvikira pasi radonhera muzuva. Ini ndaive mukukundikana kwetsandanyama mukati memaminetsi maviri ekupinda muhoro uye ini ndichine kwasara mazuva matatu-zvirinani, ndizvo zvandakafunga. Gehena Svondo rakagadzirirwa kubvisa pfungwa yemunhu yenguva uye tariro. Wachi dzedu dzakatorwa kwatiri uye munhu ega wataigona kutaura naye husiku, nekazevezeve, aive wataigara naye."

Ndinoziva kuti nyaya yake inoratidzika kunge inoshamisa kana ichienzaniswa nerwendo rwekutasva bhiza, asi zvinoshamisa, ndakaenderana nemanzwiro ake. Chandainyanya kuyemura nezvenyaya iyi kugona kwake kunzwisisa zvaaisangana nazvo panguva iyoyo uye kunzwisisa kuti kudzidziswa uku kwakakanganisa sei hupenyu hwake. Izvo zvakamupa iye ruzivo rwekukudzwa uye kuvimbika uye nemhando yehukama iyo inotambanudza makore, makondinendi uye zvizvarwa. Ndinogara ndichitaura zvakafanana nezvekukwira bhiza. Tariro zvirokwazvo haina kuenda; kana chimwe chinhu chakakurumbira. Asi nguva iri nyore kutsvedza, uye hazviwanzo kuti chero chinhu chimwe chatinoita chine mukana wekutora nguva uye kuidzima. Kwandiri, vhiki ino yakaenda nenzira mbiri: Mamwe mazuva airatidzika kunge asingagumi asi mamwe akatadza kugara kwenguva yakakwana. Nhasi, zuva rekupedzisira rekukwira, raive rimwe remazuva iwayo.

Ndakazviita kusvika kumagumo. Kutora zororo pazuva repfumbamwe chaive chimwe chezvinhu zvakanakisa zvandaigona kuzviitira ini, nekuti nhasi ndange ndazorora zvakanaka, ndakasimba uye ndaive nerwendo rwekupedzisira rwakanakidza. Raiva rimwe remazuva andaifarira zvikuru maererano nemamiriro ekunze sezvataifamba nemumakomo, mapoka emombe, mabhiza emusango nemagora matema achibhururuka pamusoro. Isu takanga tichiona zvakasikwa panzvimbo yayo isina kuvhiringidzwa. Yakanga yakakwana.

Mufananidzo wanhasi ndewangu ndichipa Cisco hug. Vhiki rino rakandidzidzisa zvakawanda, kwete chete nezve kuve mutyairi ari nani kuburikidza nemutungamiriri wedu, Maria, uye nevamwe vatyairi asi nezvangu. Kunyanya kukosha zvakadaro, ndakadzidza kuti mudzidzisi akanakisa wandanga ndinaye ndiCisco. Aindiitira moyo murefu akandipa nguva yekufunga zvinhu. Kana iwe wakatasva usati waziva kuti zvakakosha sei kuva nebhiza rakapfava uye rinonzwisisa, kunyanya kana iwe uri wekutanga.

Pandaiyambuka nepasuwo ndichipinda mumatanga munguva yekupedzisira yekukwira, ndakabvarura, ndisingatendi kuti ndakanyatsoipedza ndakagara muchigaro. Ndakarwadziwa kuti raive zuva rekupedzisira asi ndakashamisika nezvandanga ndichangoita. Kwandiri, ndinoziva kuti kuchave nekukwira kwakawanda mune ramangwana uye rwendo urwu ruchagara neni pandinoenderera mberi nerwendo urwu rwandakatanga makore mazhinji apfuura.

Kusaina Kuyambuka Mutsetse Wokupedzisira,

Renee

"Hupenyu hupfupi. Gumbatira bhiza rako." ~ Quote kubva kushamwari yangu Todd.

Renee Woodruff mablogiki nezvekufamba, chikafu uye hupenyu hwekurarama kusvika kuzere paShape.com. Mutevere pa Twitter kana kuona zvaari kuita paFacebook!

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