Kubatsira Kwandinoita Vamwe Kunondibatsira Kutsungirira

Zvemukati

• Kubuda kunze kwako pachako
• Mikana midiki yekuita hupenyu mupiro

Zvinondipa pfungwa yekubatana uye chinangwa chandisinganzwe kana chiri changu chete.

Ambuya vangu vagara vari vebhuku uye vekutangisa mhando, saka semwana mudiki isu hatina kunyatso batana. Iye zvakare aigara mune imwe nzvimbo yakatosiyana, saka zvaive zvisiri nyore kugara uchikurukura.

Asi, pakutanga kwekugara munzvimbo, ndakazviwana ndangoita sendinogadzira ndege kuenda kumba kwavo muWashington state.

Saamai vasina murume vane mwana akangoerekana abva kuchikoro, ndaiziva kuti ndaizoda rutsigiro rwemhuri yangu kuti ndirambe ndichishanda.

Ini ndakakomborerwa kukwanisa kushanda kubva pamba panguva ino, asi kutenderera kutarisira mwanakomana wangu ane huremu nebasa rakajairika kwakanzwa kunetsa.

Mushure mekukwira nendege zvinotyisa nendege inenge isina chinhu, ini nemwanakomana wangu takazviwana tiri pamba pemhuri yedu nemasutukesi mahombe maviri uye zuva rekusimuka risingaperi.

Welcome to the new normal.

Mavhiki mashoma ekutanga aive nemabhonzo. Kufanana nevabereki vazhinji, ndakamhanya ndichidzoka pakati nepakombuta yangu nemapeji emwanakomana wangu akadhindwa "homeschool", ndichiedza kuve nechokwadi kuti ari kuwana imwe semblance yezvakanaka zvekuyera kuyera muyero wakawandisa wenguva yekrini.

Kusiyana nevabereki vazhinji, ini ndine rombo rakanaka kuti ndive nevangu vabereki vapinde mukutamba mitambo yebhodhi, kuchovha mabhasikoro, kana kuita chirongwa chegadheni. Ndiri kutenda nyeredzi dzangu dzerombo kumhuri yangu izvozvi.

Pakapera vhiki yevhiki, tese takave nenguva yekufema.

Pfungwa dzangu dzakatendeukira kuna gogo vangu, avo tanga tangoerekana tagara. Ari mumatanho ekutanga eAlzheimer's, uye ndinoziva kuti gadziriso yanga isiri nyore kwaari, futi.

Ndakabatana naye mubhedhuru make maanogara nguva zhinji achitarisa nhau nekupuruzira gumbo rake imbwa, Roxy. Ndakagara pauriri padhuze nepakadzika pake ndokutanga nehurukuro diki, iyo yakazochinja ikava mibvunzo nezve ake apfuura, hupenyu hwake, uye maonero aanoona zvinhu izvozvi.

Pakupedzisira, hurukuro yedu yakadzikira pasherufu yake yemabhuku.

Ndakamubvunza kana anga achimboita chero kuverenga nguva pfupi yapfuura, ndichiziva kuti ndeimwe yeanofarira mafaro. Akapindura kwete, kuti anga asina kukwanisa kuverenga kwemakore mashoma apfuura.

Moyo wangu wakanyura nekuda kwake.

Ipapo ndakabvunza, "Unoda here kuti ndiverenge ku iwe? ”

Akavhenekera neimwe nzira yandakanga ndisati ndamboona. Uye saka zvakatanga tsika yedu nyowani yechitsauko chimwe husiku usati warara.

Takatarisa mumabhuku ake uye takabvumirana pa "Rubatsiro." Ndanga ndichida kuriverenga, asi ndakanga ndisina kuwana nguva yakawanda yekuverenga kwekuvaraidza muhupenyu hwepamberi pega. Ndakamuverengera pfupiso yaive kumusana uye aive mubhodhi.

Zuva rakatevera, ndakabatana naambuya vangu muimba yavo yekurara zvakare. Ndakamubvunza kuti aifungei nezvehutachiona uye zvitoro zvese zvisina kukosha kuvharwa.

"Utachiona? Utachiona hupi? ”

Ndakaziva pachokwadi kuti anga achiona nhau dzisingamire kubva patakasvika. Pese pandaipfuura pamusuwo wake, ndaiona mazwi "coronavirus" kana "COVID-19" achipfuura nepakati pekiki.

Ndakaedza kuitsanangura, asi haina kugara kwenguva refu. Zvaive pachena kuti aive asina ndangariro.

Kune rimwe divi, anga asina kukanganwa nguva yedu yekuverenga husiku hwapfuura.

"Ndanga ndakatarisira zuva rese," akadaro. "Kwakanaka zvako."

Ndakabatwa. Zvaitaridzika kuti, kunyangwe aigara achifusirwa neruzivo, hapana chakanamatira. Paakangowana chimwe chinhu chega, chemunhu, uye chaicho chekutarisira mberi, akabva arangarira.

Mushure mekumuverengera husiku ihwohwo, ndakaona kuti yaive nguva yekutanga kubva pandakasvika kuti ndisanzwa kunetseka kana kunetseka. Ndakanzwa rugare, moyo wangu uzere.

Kumubatsira kwaive kundibatsira.

Kubuda kunze kwako pachako

Ndakasangana nechiitiko ichi nedzimwe nzira futi. Semudzidzisi weyoga uye yekufungisisa, ndinowanzoona kuti kudzidzisa maitiro ekudzikamisa vadzidzi vangu anondibatsira kudzikisira pamwe navo, kunyangwe kana kuzviitira ndega zvisingaiti.

Pane chimwe chinhu pamusoro pekugovana nevamwe chinondipa pfungwa yekubatana uye chinangwa chandisingakwanise kuwana kubva mukungozviitira ini.

Ndakaona ichi chiri chechokwadi apo ini ndaidzidzisa kuenda kukireshi uye ndaifanira kutarisa pavana kwemaawa panguva, dzimwe nguva kunyange zvambotaurwa mabhureki ekugezera kuitira kuti tigadzire makamuri edu ekirasi akaenzana.

Kunyangwe ini ndisingatsigire kuibata kwenguva yakareba, ndakadzidza kuti, kazhinji, kurega zvido zvangu zvakandibatsira kupora.

Mushure mekuseka uye kutamba nevana kwemaawa - zvichinyanya kuve kuita mwana pachangu - ndakaona kuti ndakanga ndisingatombo pedza chero nguva kufunga nezvedambudziko rangu. Ndakanga ndisina nguva yekuzvitsoropodza kana kurega pfungwa dzangu dzichidzungaira.

Kana ndikadaro, vana vaindidzosa ipapo nekumwaya pendi pasi, kugogodza pachigaro, kana kuzadza mumwezve manapukeni. Yakanga iri tsika yakanakisa yekufungisisa yandati ndamboona.

Pandakangonzwa kushushikana pamwe chete kweCOVID-19, ndakafunga kutanga kupa yemahara yekufungisisa uye yekuzorora maitiro kune chero munhu aida kuitora.

Handina kuzviita nekuti ndiri Amai Theresa. Ndakazviita nekuti zvinondibatsira zvakanyanya, kana zvisiri, kupfuura izvo zvandinobatsira avo vandinodzidzisa. Kunyange ndisiri mutsvene, ndinovimba kuti kubudikidza nekuchinjana uku ndiri kupa runyararo kune avo vanondibata.

Hupenyu hwandidzidzisa kasingaperi kuti kana ndikazvipira kushandira vamwe mune zvese zvandinoita, ndinowana mufaro mukuru, kugutsikana, nekugutsikana.

Pandinokanganwa kuti nguva yega yega inogona kuve nzira yekushandira, ndinobatwa nezvangu zvichemo pamusoro pekuti ndinofunga kuti zvinhu zvinofanirwa kunge zviri sei.

Kutaura chokwadi, maonero angu, pfungwa, uye kushoropodzwa kwepasi hazvisi izvo zvese zvinonakidza kana kufadza kwandiri kuti nditarise pazviri. Kufunga nezvezvinhu zviri kunze kwangu, kunyanya kufunga nezvekushandira vamwe, zvinongonzwa zviri nani.

Mikana midiki yekuita hupenyu mupiro

Ichi chiitiko chakabatanidzwa chave chiratidzo chikuru kwandiri chandisina kunge ndakatarisana nebasa muhupenyu hwangu sezvandaizoda kuva.

Zviri nyore uye chaizvo munhu kutsauswa nezuva nezuva uye kutarisa pane zvangu zvandinoda, zvandinoda, uye zvishuwo zvekusiiwa kwenharaunda yangu yakazara uye mhuri yemunhu.

Ini pachangu ndaida yekumutswa parizvino. Kuzviparadzanisa kwakasimudzira girazi kwandiri. Pandakaona kuratidzwa kwangu, ndakaona kuti paive nenzvimbo yekuzvipira patsika dzangu.

Ini handisi kureva kuti ndinofunga ndinofanira kudonhedza zvese uye kutanga kuita zvakanaka kune wese munhu. Ndinofanira kuzadzisa zvandinoda uye kuremekedza miganhu yangu kuti ndinyatsova webasa.

Asi zvakanyanya uye zvakawanda, ndiri kurangarira kuzvibvunza mukati mezuva rese, "Chiito chidiki ichi chingave chiito chebasa sei?"

Kunyangwe iri yekubikira mhuri, kusuka ndiro, kubatsira baba vangu mubindu ravo, kana kuverenga kuna ambuya vangu, mumwe nemumwe mukana wekupa.

Pandinopa ini pachangu, ndiri kusanganisa munhu wandinoda kuve.

Crystal Hoshaw ndiamai, munyori, uye mushandi wenguva refu weyoga. Iye akadzidzisa mune zvakavanzika situdiyo, gyms, uye mune imwe-ne-imwe marongero muLos Angeles, Thailand, uye San Francisco Bay Area. Anogovana mazano ekufunga nezvekushushikana kuburikidza nemakosi epamhepo. Unogona kumuwana pa Instagram.