Hei Musikana: Haufanire Kugara Neakaoma Nguva Yenhamo

Vadiwa Vaverengi,

Ndiri kukunyorerai nezvekurwadziwa. Uye kwete chero marwadzo, asi marwadzo vamwe vanhu vangati zvakajairika: kurwadziwa kwepakati.

Yakanyanya nguva kurwadziwa haina kujairika, uye zvakanditorera makore anopfuura makumi maviri kuti ndizive izvozvo. Pandakanga ndiine makore makumi matatu nemashanu ekuberekwa, ndakazoziva kuti ndine endometriosis, chirwere chisingawanikwe zviri nyore uye chinowanzosuwa nenyanzvi dzezvekurapa.

Mumakore angu ekuyaruka, ndaive nekushushikana kwakanyanya nguva, asi ndakaudzwa neshamwari, mhuri, uye vanachiremba kuti chaingova "chikamu chekuva mukadzi." Ini ndaizopotsa chimwe chikoro mwedzi mishoma yega kana kufanira kuenda kuna mukoti ndonokumbira ibuprofen. Shamwari dzaizotaura pamusoro pekutaridzika kwandakaita pandakapetwa ruviri kubva pakurwadziwa, uye vamwe vana vaizevezera nekuseka.

Mumakore angu makumi maviri, kurwadziwa kwakawedzera. Kwete chete ini ndaive necamps, asi musana wezasi nemakumbo zvakarwadza. Ndakazvimba uye ndaitaridzika kunge ndaive nepamuviri pemwedzi mitanhatu, uye ura hwakatanga kunzwa sekunge girazi rakaputswa rakanga richitsvedza nemuura hwangu. Ndakatanga kupotsa basa rakawanda mwedzi wega wega. Nguva dzangu dzairema zvisingaite uye dzakatora mazuva manomwe kusvika gumi. Over-the-counter (OTC) mishonga haina kubatsira. Vanachiremba vangu vese vakandiudza kuti zvaive zvakajairika; vamwe vakadzi vaingozviomera kupfuura vamwe.

Hupenyu hwakanga husiri hwakasiyana zvakanyanya mumakore angu ekutanga makumi matatu, kunze kwekunge kurwadziwa kwangu kwakaramba kuchikura. Chiremba wangu uye gynecologist aiita kunge asina hanya. Mumwe chiremba akatondipa musuwo unotenderera wemishonga yekuzorodza sezvo mishonga yeOTC isina kushanda. Basa rangu raityisidzira chirango nekuti ndaisuwa zuva rimwe kana maviri pamwedzi panguva yangu yekutevera kana kubva mangwanani kuenda kumba. Ini ndakakanzura misi nekuda kwezviratidzo, uye ndikanzwa pane kanopfuura kamwe chiitiko kuti ndaive ndichizvinyepera. Kana zvakatonyanya, vanhu vakandiudza kuti zvese zvaive mumusoro mangu, yaive psychosomatic, kana ini ndaive hypochondriac.

Hupenyu hwangu hwemazuva akati wandei mwedzi wega wega hwaive husipo. Pandakanga ndava nemakore makumi matatu nemashanu, ndakapinda mukuvhiyiwa kubvisa cyst dermoid yakawanikwa pachivharo changu. Tarisa uone, kamwe chiremba wangu paakandivhura, akawana endometriosis maronda uye zvinyoro zvinyoro zvese mukati medumbu rangu. Akabvisa zvese zvaaigona. Ndakanzwa kurohwa nehana, ndakatsamwa, ndikashamisika, asi zvakanyanya kukosha, ndakanzwa kurevererwa.

Mwedzi gumi nemasere gare gare, kurwadziwa kwangu kwakadzoka nekutsiva. Mushure memwedzi mitanhatu yezvidzidzo zvekufungidzira uye kushanya kwenyanzvi, ndakavhiyiwa kechipiri. Endometriosis yakanga yadzoka. Chiremba wangu wechiremba akavandudza kamwe zvakare uye zviratidzo zvangu zvave zvichinyanya kutarisirwa kubvira.

Ndakapfuura nemakumi maviri emakore ekurwadziwa, kwekunzwa kubviswa, kudzikiswa, uye kuzara kwekuzvitarisira. Iyo nguva yese, iyo endometriosis yakakura, yaipisa, yakawedzera, uye yakanditambudza. Makumi maviri makore.

Kubva pakuonekwa kwangu, ndakazviita chishuwo changu uye chinangwa chekuparadzira kuziva nezve endometriosis. Shamwari dzangu uye mhuri vanoziva zvizere nezvechirwere uye zviratidzo zvacho, uye vanotumira shamwari nevadikani kwandiri kuti vabvunze mibvunzo. Ndakaverenga zvese zvandinogona nezvazvo, nditaure nachiremba wangu gynecologist kazhinji, nyora nezvazvo pablog rangu, uye ndinotambira boka rekutsigira.

Hupenyu hwangu hwave nani, kwete chete nekuti kurwadziwa kwangu kune zita, asi nekuda kwevanhu kwavakaunza muhupenyu hwangu. Ini ndinogona kutsigira vakadzi vanotambura nemarwadzo aya, kutsigirwa nevakadzi vamwe chete panguva yandinenge ndichida, uye kusvika kune shamwari, mhuri, uye vausingazive kuti vazivise. Hupenyu hwangu hwakafumiswa nazvo.

Sei ndiri kunyora izvi zvese kwauri nhasi? Ini handidi kuti mumwe mukadzi atsungirire makore makumi maviri seni. Mumwe chete pavakadzi gumi pasi rese anotambura ne endometriosis, uye zvinogona kutora makore gumi kuti mukadzi agamuchire chirwere. Yakareba kwazvo.

Kana iwe kana mumwe munhu waunoziva achipfuura nechimwe chinhu chakafanana, ndapota ramba uchimanikidza mhinduro. Chengetedza zviratidzo zvako (hongu, ese) uye nguva dzako. Usarega chero munhu achikuudza kuti "hazviite" kana "zvese zviri mumusoro wako." Kana, wandinofarira: "Zvakajairika!"

Enda kune wechipiri kana wechitatu kana wechina maonero. Tsvagiridzo, tsvagiridzo, tsvagiridzo. Kuomerera pakuvhiya nachiremba anokwanisa. Endometriosis inongowanikwa kuburikidza nekuona uye biopsy. Bvunza mibvunzo. Uya nemakopi ezvidzidzo kana mienzaniso kune wako chiremba anoshanya. Uya nerunyorwa rwemibvunzo uye nyora pasi mhinduro. Uye zvakanyanya kukosha, tsvaga rutsigiro. Uri kwete ndega mune izvi.

Uye kana ukazomboda mumwe munhu wekutaura naye, ndiri pano.

Dai wawana kurevererwa.

Wako,

Lisa

Lisa Howard ndeye 30-chimwe chinhu chinofara-kuenda-rombo rakanaka musikana weCalifornia anogara nemurume wake nekati muSan Diego yakanaka. Iye anomhanya zvine mutsindo Bloomin 'Uterus blog uye endometriosis rutsigiro boka. Kana iye asiri kusimudzira kuziva nezve endometriosis, ari kushanda kukambani yemagweta, achikombama pasofa, kudzika musasa, kuvanda kuseri kwekamera yake ye35mm, kurasika munzira dzegwenga, kana kushandira shongwe yekutarisa moto.