Kugara Ndichishingairira Kwakandibatsira Kukunda Pancreatic Kenza

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Ndinoyeuka nguva yacho zvakajeka sezuva. Aive makore gumi nemana apfuura, uye ini ndaive kuNew York ndichigadzirira kuenda kumafaro. Zvese zvakangoerekana zvaitika, bhaudhi remagetsi aya ekurwadziwa rakapinda mukati mangu. Yakatanga pamusoro pemusoro wangu ndokudzika nemuviri wangu wese. Zvakanga zvakasiyana nezvandakanga ndambosangana nazvo. Izvo zvakangotora anenge mashanu kana matanhatu masekondi, asi zvakandibvisa mweya. Ndakapotsa ndafenda. Chakasara yaingove marwadzo mudiki kumusana kwangu kune rimwe divi, anenge saizi yetennis bhora.

Ndichimhanyisa-mberi vhiki uye ini ndakazviwana ndiri kuhofisi yechiremba, ndichifunga kuti ndinofanira kunge ndakawana hutachiona kana kudhonza mhasuru ndichirovedza muviri. Ndave ndichishingaira kubvira ndiine makore makumi maviri. Ini ndinoshanda mazuva mashanu kusvika matanhatu pavhiki. Ndine kudya kunovaka muviri. Handikwanise kudya muriwo mutema wakakwana. Handina kumbobvira ndasvuta. Chirwere chegomarara ndicho chaive chekupedzisira mupfungwa dzangu.

Asi kushanya kusingaverengeki kwavanachiremba uye kumwe kuongorora kwemuviri kuzere, ndakabatwa nekenza yepancreatic - kenza uko chete 9 muzana yevarwere vanorarama makore anodarika mashanu.

Pandakagara ipapo, mushure mekutya kwandityiwa zvakanyanya muhupenyu hwangu, ndakafunga kuti ndingangotambira mutongo werufu. Asi ndakaramba ndine maonero akanaka uye ndakaramba kukanda mapfumo pasi zvachose.

Mukati memazuva mashoma, ndakatanga chemotherapy nemuromo, asi ndakazopedzisira ndapinda muER kwapera mwedzi mushure mekunge dumbu rangu ratanga kupwanya chiropa changu. Ndichiri mukuvhiyiwa pombi yangu yenyuchi, vanachiremba vakakurudzira kuti ndipfuure neWhipple-yakaoma kuvhiya kwepancreatic ine 21 muzana yemakore mashanu ekupona.

Ini ndakapona asi ndakabva ndangopfekedzwa mushonga wechemo une hasha wandaifanira kuchinja mushure mekurwara nawo. Ndakanga ndichirwara zvekuti ndakarambidzwa kuita chero chinhu - kunyanya chero chimiro chekurovedza muviri. Uye kupfuura chero chinhu, ndakarasikirwa chaizvo nekushingaira.

Saka ndakagadzira nezvandaive nazvo ndikazvimanikidza kubuda mubhedha muchipatara kakawanda pazuva-michina yakasunganidzwa kwandiri neese. Ndakazviwana ndava kukwenya uriri hwechipatara kashanu pazuva, norubatsiro rwamanesi, chokwadika. Yaive nzira yangu yekunzwa ndiri mupenyu pandakanga ndave pedyo nerufu.

Makore matatu akatevera ndiwo akange achinonoka muhupenyu hwangu, asi ndakanga ndichiri kubatirira patariro yekurova chirwere ichi. Pane kudaro, ndakaudzwa kuti kurapwa kwandakanga ndichiita kwakanga kusisashandi uye kuti ndakanga ndangosara nemwedzi mitatu kusvika kumitanhatu kuti ndirarame.

Ukanzwa chimwe chinhu chakadaro, zvinongooma hazvo kutenda. Saka ndakatsvaga mumwe chiremba kuti ndiwane pfungwa yechipiri. Akakurudzira kuedza mushonga mutsva uyu wemutsinga (Rocephin) kaviri pazuva kwemaawa maviri mangwanani uye maawa maviri usiku kwemazuva makumi matatu.

Kunyange ndakanga ndichida kuedza chero chinhu panguva ino, chinhu chekupedzisira chandaida kwaiva kugara muchipatara maawa mana pazuva, kunyanya kana ndaiva nemwedzi mishoma yekurarama. Ini ndaida kupedza nguva dzangu dzekupedzisira pano pasi ndichiita zvinhu zvandaida: kuve panze, kufema mhepo yakachena, kuchovha bhasikoro kukwira makomo, kuenda pasimba kufamba neshamwari dzangu dzepedyo-uye ini ndaisazokwanisa kuzviita kana Ndakanga ndiri muchipatara chaitonhora kwemaawa akawanda zuva nezuva.

Saka ndakabvunza kana ndaigona kudzidza kudzidzisa kurapwa kumba pasina kukanganisa kushanda. Zvakandishamisa, chiremba akati hapana munhu akambomubvunza izvozvo. Asi isu takazviita kuti zviitike.

Ndichangotanga kurapwa, ndakatanga kunzwa zviri nani. Ndakadzorera chishuwo changu kekutanga kezera mumakore uye ndokutangazve kuwanazve simba. Pandakangonzwa kuti ndakwana, ndaifamba-famba nebhuroko racho uye pakupedzisira ndakatanga kuita mamwe maekisesaizi akareruka. Kuva panze mune zvakasikwa uye kupenya kwezuva uye kuva munharaunda yevanhu zvakaita kuti ndinzwe zvakanaka. Saka ndakaedza chaizvo kuita nepandinogona napo ndichiisa hutano hwangu nekugara zvakanaka.

Kwapera mavhiki matatu, ndakanga ndava kuenda kuchikamu changu chokupedzisira chokurapwa. Pane kuti ndingogara pamba, ndakafonera murume wangu ndikamuudza kuti ndaizoenda kunorapwa kwandaikwira mugomo kuColorado.

Mushure meinenge awa nehafu, ndakakwevera pamusoro, ndikashandisa doro diki swab uye ndakapomba mumajekiseni maviri ekupedzisira emushonga kupedzisa maitiro-kupfuura 9,800 tsoka mudenga. Ini handina kana basa nazvo kuti ndakaita semunhu ane mhanza achipfura kubva padivi penzira. Ndakanzwa sekunge yaive mamiriro akakwana nekuti ndanga ndichingwarira uye nekungwarira ndichirarama hupenyu hwangu-chimwe chinhu chandanga ndichiita muhondo yangu yese negomarara. Handina kukanda mapfumo pasi, uye ndakaedza kurarama hupenyu hwangu zvakajairika sezvandaigona. (Zvakabatana: Vakadzi Vari Kutendeukira Kumaekisesaizi Kuti Vavabatsire Kudzoreredza Miviri Yavo Mushure meCancer)

Mwedzi mitanhatu gare gare, ndakadzokera kunotora mamaki angu kuti ndinzwe kuti ndaivepi pachikero chegomarara. Kamwe mhedzisiro yakapinda, oncologist wangu akati, "Handitaure izvi kazhinji, asi ndinotenda chaizvo kuti wapora."

Kunyange ivo vachiti kuchine mukana we80 muzana kuti unogona kudzoka, ini ndinosarudza kusagara hupenyu hwangu nenzira iyoyo. Pane kudaro, ndinozviona sendakaropafadzwa zvikuru, nekutenda pane zvese. Uye zvinonyanya kukosha, ndinogamuchira hupenyu hwangu sekunge ndisina kana kenza zvachose.

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Vanachiremba vangu vakandiudza kuti chimwe chezvikonzero zvikuru rwendo rwangu rwakanga rwuri kubudirira ndechekuti ndaive nechimiro chinoshamisa. Hongu, kushanda kunze hakusi chinhu chekutanga chinouya mupfungwa dzako mushure mekugamuchira chirwere chekenza, asi kurovedza muviri panguva yekurwara kunogona kuita zvishamiso zvemuviri wakanaka nepfungwa. Kana pane zvakatorwa kubva munyaya yangu, ndizvo izvo.

Kune zvakare nyaya inofanirwa kuitwa nezvekuti iwe nemafungiro anoita sei mukutarisana nedambudziko. Nhasi, ndatora mafungiro ekuti hupenyu zvikamu gumi muzana zvinoitika kwandiri uye makumi mapfumbamwe muzana maitiro andinoita nawo. Isu tese tine sarudzo yekugamuchira hunhu hwatinoda kwanhasi uye mazuva ese. Havasi vanhu vazhinji vanowana mukana wekuziva zvechokwadi kuti vanhu vanokuda uye vanokuyemura sei iwe uri mupenyu, asi chipo chandinogashira mazuva ese, uye ini handingatengese icho chenyika.

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