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Semukwikwidzi wemakwikwi erunako panguva yangu yekuyaruka uye yechikoro chepamusoro cheerleader, handina kumbofunga kuti ndichave nedambudziko rekurema. Pakazosvika makore ekuma20, ndakasiya koreji, ndaiva nevana vaviri uye ndakanga ndine uremu hwangu hwepamusoro hwe225 pounds. Mhuri uye shamwari vakataura, "Kana iwe uchikwanisa kudzikira uremu, iwe unenge wakanaka" kana "Une chiso chakanakisa zvakadaro." Mashoko aya akaita kuti ndinzwe kuora mwoyo, saka ndakadya zvakawanda. Ndakaedza kudzikisa hure nekuzviuraya nenzara kana kujoina-kurasikirwa-mapoka, asi handina kumbobudirira uye kunyudza kusuwa kwangu mumabhokisi echokoreti chip makuki. Ndakazobvuma kuti ndaizofanira kugara nemuviri wangu wakakora kweupenyu hwangu hwese.

Gare gare gore iroro, ndakadzokera kukoreji kuti ndiwane dhigirii rangu roukoti. Kuenda kuchikoro, pamwe chete nekurera vana vaviri vari pasi pemakore matatu, zvainetsa zvakanyanya, saka ndakaguma ndadya zvakatowanda. Ini ndaidya chikafu chinokurumidza nekuti zvaive nyore kupinda muhupenyu hwekumhanya-mhanya. Ndakapinda mukirabhu yehutano kwemwedzi mitatu, asi ndakarega nekuti ndaive ndakabatikana. Ini ndakapedza chikoro cheukoti makore matatu akatevera ndichiri kuyera mazana maviri nemakumi mairi nemashanu. Zvino pandakagadzwa chinzvimbo semukoti wemwoyo muchipatara, ndakange ndazadzisa zviroto zvangu, asi ndakavenga kuratidzwa kwangu mugirazi. Ndainzwa ndakaora mwoyo uye ndaiwanzorega kuvhakacha kwemhuri kwandaifanira kupfeka zvikabudura kana kuti sutu yokushambira. Ndasvitsa makore 30, ndakazvitarisa pagirazi ndikazviona ndafuta uye ndisingachadzoreki. Ndakaona kuti ndaifanira kuchinja kudya kwangu uye kuita zvekutanga.

Ndakatanga kufamba mamaira ndichitenderedza nharaunda yangu manheru apo murume wangu aiona vana. (Kana akanga asipo, vana vaindikumbanira pamateti avo omutsetse.) Nokukurumidza ndakawedzera daro rangu kusvika kumakiromita maviri pazuva. Ini ndakadzora mafuta mukudya kwangu ndichitsiva mustard yemayonnaise, yogati yechando yechando, uye salsa yedip. Ndakagadzira chikafu chine hutano chekudya kwandaifarira. Pandaidya kumaresitorendi, ndakaita sarudzo dzakanaka senge mbatatisi dzakabikwa nekupfeka zvisina mafuta pane "mabasa," uye huku yakakangwa panzvimbo pehove. Ndakarasikirwa nepondo gumi mumwedzi mitanhatu. Ini ndakaramba ndichirovedza muviri nguva dzose uye ndakaenda kubva pahukuru 18 kuenda kune saizi 8, chinangwa changu, gore rakatevera.

Pakutanga, zvainge zvakaomera murume wangu kujaira kuchinjika kuchikafu chedu, asi paakandiona ndichidzikira muviri, akabva andikumbanira uye akatsigira zvandakaita. Iye akarasikirwa makumi mashanu emakirogiramu uye anotaridzika zvinotyisa.

Gore rakapera ini ndakapinda mumakwikwi erunako kekutanga kubva pazera rangu rekuyaruka. Ndakazviita zvekunakidzwa uye ndaisatarisira kuhwina mumhanyi wechipiri. Kubva ipapo, ini ndakatora chikamu mune mamwe maviri makwikwi, kusanganisira Mai Tennessee USA, kuhwina wechipiri mumhanyi kumusoro nguva imwe neimwe.

Kuonda kwangu kwaita kuti ndinzwe zviri nani. Nguva shoma yandinopedza ndiri mujimu vhiki yoga yoga yakakosha nguva imwe neimwe pandinoona ichindiita amai uye munhu ari nani.

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