MaTatoo Angu Anonyorazve Nhau Yangu Yekurwara Nepfungwa

Zvemukati

• Chimwe chinhu chakanaka kuvhara chakaipa
• Kubuda muyunifomu

Hutano uye hutano zvinobata hupenyu hwevanhu vese zvakasiyana. Iyi inyaya yemunhu mumwe.

Tattoos: Vamwe vanhu vanovada, vamwe vanhu vanovasema. Wese munhu ane kodzero yekufunga kwavo, uye kunyangwe ndakave nekuita kwakawanda kwakasiyana maererano nematatoo angu, ndinovada chose.

Ndinobata bipolar disorder, asi handimboshandisi izwi rekuti "kutambura." Zvinoreva kuti ndiri kurasikirwa nehondo - izvo zvandisiri chaizvo! Ndatarisana nehurwere hwepfungwa kwemakore gumi ikozvino, uye parizvino ndinomhanyisa peji re Instagram rakatsaurirwa kupedza ruzvidzo shure kwehutano hwepfungwa. Hutano hwepfungwa hwangu hwakadzikira pandaive nemakore gumi nemana, uye mushure menguva yekuzvikuvadza pamwe nedambudziko rekudya, ndakatsvaga rubatsiro pandaive nemakore 18. Uye ndicho chinhu chakanakisa chandati ndamboita.

Ndine ma tattoo anopfuura makumi mashanu. Vazhinji vane chirevo chavo. (Zvimwe zvinongova zvisina zvazvinoreva - zvichireva kopi clip paruoko rwangu!). Kwandiri, nyora zvimiro zveunyanzvi, uye ndine makotesheni akawanda anobatsira kubatsira kuzviyeuchidza nezvekusvika kwandakaita.

Ndakatanga kutora maTatoo pandaive nemakore gumi nemanomwe, gore ndisati ndatsvaga rubatsiro rwekurwara nepfungwa. Yangu yekutanga tattoo haina kureva zvachose. Ndinoda kutaura kuti zvinoreva zvakawanda, uye kuti zvinoreva kumashure kwayo zvinobva pamoyo uye zvakanaka, asi izvo hazvaizove chokwadi. Ndakaiwana nekuti yaitaridzika kutonhorera. Icho chiratidzo cherunyararo paruoko rwangu, uye kumashure ipapo, ndakanga ndisina chishuwo chekuwana chimwezve.

Ipapo, kuzvikuvadza kwangu kwakatora nzvimbo.

Kuzvikuvadza kwaive chikamu chehupenyu hwangu kubva pamazera e15 kusvika 22. Pamakore gumi nemasere kunyanya, kwaive kubatikana. Kupindwa muropa. Ndakanga ndichizvikuvadza zvechitendero manheru ega ega, uye kana ndikatadza chero chikonzero, ndinotya zvakanyanya. Kuzvikuvadza zvachose kwakatora kwete chete muviri wangu. Zvakatora hupenyu hwangu.

Chimwe chinhu chakanaka kuvhara chakaipa

Ndakanga ndakafukidzwa nemavanga, uye ndaida kuti avharwe. Kwete nekuti ini ndaive neimwe nzira ndainyara nezve zvakapfuura uye nezvakange zvaitika, asi chiyeuchidzo chenguva dzose chekutambudzwa nekushungurudzika kwandakava kuita kwakawanda kubata nako. Ini ndaida chimwe chinhu chakanaka kuvhara chakaipa.

Saka, muna 2013, ndakavhara ruoko rwangu rweruboshwe. Uye yaive zororo zvakadaro. Ndakachema panguva yekuita, uye kwete nekuda kwekurwadziwa. Zvaiita sekunge ndangariro dzangu dzese dzakashata dzainyangarika pamberi pemaziso angu. Ndakanzwa rugare zvechokwadi. Iyo tatoo ndiyo maruva matatu anomiririra mhuri yangu: amai vangu, baba, uye hanzvadzi yechidiki. Chirevo, "Hupenyu hakusi kudzidzira," chinovatenderedza ribhoni.

Iyo quote yakapfuudzwa pasi mumhuri yangu kwezvizvarwa. Vakanga vari sekuru vangu vakadaro kuna amai vangu, uye babamunini vangu vakazvinyorawo mubhuku ravo remuchato. Amai vangu vanozvitaura kakawanda. Ini ndaingoziva kuti ndaida kuva nayo zvachose pamuviri wangu.

Nekuti ini ndanga ndapedza makore ndichivanza maoko angu kubva kuruzhinji, ndichinetsekana kuti vanhu vachati chii kana kutaura, zvaitemesa mutsipa zvachose pakutanga. Asi, nerutendo, wangu tattoo muoni aive shamwari. Akandibatsira kunzwa ndakadzikama, ndakasununguka, uye ndakasununguka. Pakanga pasina kutaurirana kusanzwisisika nezvekuti mavanga aibvepi kana kuti nei vaivepo. Yakanga iri mamiriro akakwana.

Kubuda muyunifomu

Ruoko rwangu rwerudyi rwakange rwakaipa. Makumbo angu akange aine mavanga, pamwe chete nemakumbo angu. Uye zvaive zvichiwedzera kuoma kuvhara muviri wangu wese nguva dzese. Ini ndaigara mublazer chena. Rakava gumbeze rangu rekunyaradza. Handaibuda mumba ndisina, uye ndaipfeka nezvose.

Yaiva yunifomu yangu, uye ndaivenga.

Zhizha raipisa, uye vanhu vaindibvunza chikonzero nei ndaigara ndakapfeka maoko marefu. Ndakaenda kuCalifornia nemumwe wangu, James, uye ini ndakapfeka blazer iyo nguva yese nekushushikana nezvingataurwa nevanhu. Yakanga ichipisa kwazvo, uye yakapotsa yawandisa kutakura. Handikwanise kurarama seizvi, kugara ndichizvivanza.

Uku ndiko kwaive kuchinja kwangu.

Pandakasvika kumba, ndakarasa maturusi ese andanga ndichishandisa kuzvikuvadza. Gumbeze rangu rekuchengetedza rakanga raenda, maitiro angu ehusiku. Pakutanga zvainge zvakaoma. Ndaiita zvekuvhunduka mumba mangu ndochema. Asi ndakazoona blazer ndikarangarira kuti sei ndaiita izvi: ndaiitira izvi remangwana rangu.

Makore akapfuura uye mavanga angu akapora. Pakupedzisira, mu2016, ndakakwanisa kuvhara ruoko rwangu rwerudyi. Yakanga iri yakanyanya kushushikana, yekuchinja hupenyu nguva, uye ini ndakachema iyo nguva yese. Asi payakapera, ndakatarisa mugirazi ndikanyemwerera. Akanga asipo musikana aitya uyo hupenyu hwake hwaive hwekuzvikuvadza. Kumutsiva kwaive murwi ane chivimbo, uyo aigona kupona panguva yakaoma yedutu.

Iyo tatoo itatu mapurugufuru, ane akatorwa kuverenga kuti, "Nyeredzi haigone kupenya pasina rima." Nekuti havagone.

Isu tinofanirwa kutora iyo yakashata neyakatsetseka. Sokutaura kunoita Dolly Parton ane mukurumbira, "Hakuna mvura, kana muraraungu."

Ndakapfeka T-shirt kekutanga mumakore manomwe, uye pakanga pasina kana kudziya panze. Ndakabuda kunze kwetatoo studio, ndakapfeka bhachi muruoko, ndokumbundira mweya unotonhora pamaoko angu. Yakanga yave nguva yakareba ichiuya.

Kune avo vanofunga kutora tattoo, musafunge kuti munofanirwa kuwana chimwe chinhu chine musoro. Tora chero chaunoda. Iko hakuna mirairo kune mararamire ako hupenyu. Handina kuzvikuvadza mukati memakore maviri, uye nyora dzangu dzichiri dzakasimba sekare.

Uye nezve iro blazer? Handina kumboipfekazve.

Olivia - kana Liv kwenguva pfupi - ane makumi maviri nemana, anobva kuUnited Kingdom, uye blogger wehutano hwepfungwa. Iye anoda zvinhu zvese gothic, kunyanya Halloween. Iye zvakare anonyanya kufarira tattoo, ane anopfuura makumi mana kusvika parizvino. Yake Instagram account, iyo inogona kutsakatika nguva nenguva, inogona kuwanikwa pano.